Tallulah "Lulu" Stark

We’ve Moved to the Sunny Side!

Dear Present and Future Subscribers, We’ve moved to a new blog called “Sunny with a Chance of Armageddon”. Pendulum will remain open for reference on Sunny.  However, some posts will be password protected, since I am going completely public very soon with my personal identity.  If you are interested in having the password, feel free … Continue reading »

Disorder and Love: What We Do and Don't Know

Reblogged from Sunny With a Chance Of Armageddon: “Just because somebody doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with everything they got” –Author Unknown Mental health disorders have a way of putting blinders on a person. I have to say, there are a lot of things in … Continue reading »

Disorder and Love: What We Do and Don’t Know

“Just because somebody doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with everything they got” –Author Unknown Mental health disorders have a way of putting blinders on a person.  I have to say, there are a lot of things in this world that I miss.  Whether it’s because I’m … Continue reading »

By Invitation Only

The Family Furnace

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Lessons in Change

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Every New Beginning . . .

Reblogged from Sunny With a Chance Of Armageddon: . . . Starts with some other beginning’s end. Yeah. Here it is.  The original pilot for my blogging.  And I’ve invited it to take over as my flagship. I was talking with some dear friends about the direction Pendulum had started taking.  It started out with … Continue reading »

Momentary Living

Many people have a notion that “living in the moment” is the instant solution to unhappiness. It is absolutely true that the enormity of “the five year plan” and the bigger picture are often entirely too overwhelming. Also, it narrows our focus to the broad horizons, rather than the detail. In theory, it sounds like … Continue reading »

Abilify and I – Adventures in Antipsychotics

So, the doc’s appointment was early this week because he is going on vacation. So, no doc for three weeks. Anyway, he was concerned by my seemingly lack of response to Risperidal and my relapse into self-injury. His solution was to put me on Abilify. I haven’t started it yet, and probably won’t until Monday, … Continue reading »

A Promise and a Contract

I ended up telling him about the contents of A Sweater Worn Too Thin.  (If you still need the password, please leave me a note and I’ll email it to you.  Beware, it has some serious triggers in it.) It was at the very last moment of our night.  I said to him, “Wait, before … Continue reading »